How could something so simple turn out so epically stupid in the end. I guess that's what I get for... Ah whatever.

I'm no longer eating at Fish and Co, unless someone is paying that is.

Gonna go out again later to canvass some things for the tshirts. Finally, it's moving again. I'm no longer hoping we make it through the December deadline. Just get it done asap.

Mangaholix passed me by and I didn't even notice. Guess just as well, seeing that I couldn't get out of work to attend.

Oh wait, Sunday morning, I was out of the house early for a dota session with the hs guys.

FRAK!

Saturday morning I was nursing a limitbreak from Friday, darn New Moon for opening on a Friday instead of a Wedsneday.

DOUBLE FRAK!

It's my "weekend off" again. Played dota with the work gang just now before coming home. I guess I gotta get some sleep before I go back to Makati later this evening for another round with Trapo and his work guys. It's a week of Dota it seems. Might as well, not as if I'm doing anything special.

What's up? It's been a minute, haha.

Actually it's only been a week, but considering the events in my life change astoundingly fast and drama is always just around the bend... haha, well, things happen. Let's get caught up, shall we?

Wellllllll I am now officially, a Hooters Girl! Server trained, certified, all that jazz! I take my first two tables on Wednesday. Now confessions... I cheated on two out of the 5 tests. Bad, bad, bad, but encouraged by two of my coworkers... I'm sure this will bite me in the ass if I don't study sufficiently before my next shift, ha.

Suzy and I have been getting close lately, we've been hanging out more frequently, she's a doll, sort of dim, but a sweetheart. I know it may sound harsh for me to call my friend "dim," but allow me to explain. As gorgeous and funny as she is, she's not all there in a rational sense. Aside from her terrifying driving habits (tailgating, texting while driving, fumbling around with her playlist as we continue to swerve out of our lane), she informed me of her rather haphazard sexual habits which both amazed and bewildered me. She had gotten pregnant before, and induced a miscarriage by hitting her stomach and praying for one. Yeah, she dropped this while we're speeding along precariously towards State. Then she told me that her and her most recent ex would have sex all the time... without a condom... she's not on the pill. Umm. WRONG. WRONG, WRONG, WRONG, you were pregnant before, and you just let him cum on your stomach, in the hopes that he didn't precum inside you and IMPREGNATE you. I just stared at her with my jaw dropped and babbled something about how bad that is and how she MUST be more careful. "Yeah you would think I learned from the first time..." "Why didn't you just get an abortion?" "I don't really believe in that." UHHHH YOU SORT OF INDUCED AN ABORTION ANYWAYS SOOOO... ahh Suzy. My crazy/beautiful coworker. She boasts about being liked by all the managers, that Mark let her take the menu test 6 times even though the allotment is usually 3 - but I think they like her because she's gorgeous but simple, she'll do what she's told without objection.

It's funny cause the day before my last shift, I was studying and I got this IM from Chris. Earlier last week I'd snapped at him because of his lack of availability for our, well to say it blatantly, booty calls. After pissing Ed off, my sex life has been reduced dramatically, and a horny Destiny is not a very friendly one, but I guess I've been putting the energy to productive use. Haha. Anyways, with Chris denying me two days in a row, I was done with him, and I told him I was done with trying. So Thursday night, I was surprised to receive an invite to come over to his house. I made myself up quickly and raced over to his place, where we had a pleasantly rough and passionate sack session. I was very pleased with that, exes are only good for sex, as Nyle has always said. Thankfully I have no real emotion towards him, in regards to wanting to be with him. Amazing!

Friday training at work was going perfect up until a dude from the bar bounded away from his seat and slammed me into a lower chair, crunching my ribs and nearly knocking me to the ground. I had to report the incident to the medical nurse affiliated with Hooters, in case this work related injury gets worse... it hurt so bad, I didn't go to work the next day... which would have been my first day of taking tables. Cool. I did get an oil change done though. Success.

Saturday I went to the gym (minimal work out due again to bruised ribs) and I impulsively called Carmela for lunch. This is called Day of Compulsive Actions in my calendar. We talked for a long time about her Justin and my Aaron, and she encouraged me to text him for a booty call. Of course, I was all about this plan. Let me explain further that Aaron began talking to me again, beginning last Monday. Obviously, my lust for Aaron has not subsided, but my like for him, has actually faded. (Although he did just IM me on facebook which sorta caused my heart to palpitate - that would happen as I boast about being over him). I went to a party first at Hardy, he was closing at work, so I preoccupied my time with Sierra and Suzy there. We got Trujilos after which was divine... I ran into T-bo there, we had our awkward/insane sexual chemistry moment, and then fun time began when Aaron texted me back at 1145:

We had fun, he's all about foreplay man... I can't deal with so much, I'm all about the act itself lol. I think I actually dozed off as we were fooling around. GIVE ME A BREAK, I got there around 1245, I chugged Malibu, and then we watched TV... I was seriously exhausted from the day, plus I think my bruised ribs are trying to recover. Anyways. When we actually got around to the dick sucking and so forth (hahaha Carmela has me talking so blatantly again) he flipped me into 69 - one of my least favorite positions ever. And then there was reverse cowgirl, smooth segue, however again, not one of my favorites - too impersonal, and plus my ass is like in his face. Although it's a lot more toned now, I gym it so much now... hahaha. So this morning... I grabbed all my shit and bounced, didn't wake him up... just hit the road. It was kinda badass and cowardly all at once, but I'd like to stick with badass. I left him a text message saying I wasn't trying to be rude, I didn't want to wake him up, and to hold on to my movie for me. He sent me a text tonight saying he needed his rest, and next time we should do it earlier... he correctly assumes I'm down to fuck him again haha. Happily ever after... except not even lol.

Hmm. What else... I don't work Thanksgiving. I'm taking my mom to see New Moon, I think we'll have fun. Haha she's been so good to me lately, helped me study for all my Hooters stuff:

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I think its morbidly funny that at this specific point in my life, Lethal Weapon 4 would be playing on HBO, uttering a revision of Murtaugh's famous line that perfectly describes our situation.

We're too old for this shit.

It's not that really that of a coincidence, and I really don't believe a word of it, he's the one who keeps saying it over and over, but still, it's amusing.

I have a sinking feeling I'll be performing a limitbreak for work later. That nanonap earlier really shouldn't have happened, plus the coffee. What was I thinking, frak.

The last few days of oversnoozing might have contributed too. I just can't force my eyes close today, might as well put it to a good use and catch the New Moon movie. I'm really hating that I couldn't find a schedule swap today, even with a P200 incentive for the willing swapper. It's bad enough that I'm on a consecutive no show to the troop meetings, I can't even go to the troop outing and be useful. Work's really not scoring any points with me right now.

What a hoot if I fell asleep during a call later. Took me two years before it happened in Convergys, wonder how long the next time would be here.

New house, new schedule, new lifestyle. All of the above is playing havoc on my sleeping pattern. I'm currently averaging 8 hours of sleep a day, which is a disgraceful waste. And last night I was out for 12 hours, which also happened last week. I'd like to say it's because I'm sick, but I can't even fool myself even for a minute.

Here's something funny, workforce is asking for mandatory overtime from everyone. Yeah, as if they can compel anyone to render ot if they didn't want to. But the TL asked us nicely, and that's that. Only for a couple of hours though. I honestly don't intend to give more than 5 hours anyway. Some of the guys decided to give the full 7 hours workforce asked for during their offs, not me though. You couldn't pay me enough to go to work on an off. I've decided on the 30 minutes a day routine.

It's not enough they ruin your life and give you weekday offs, but now they want you to come in still? Not having any of that, go screw yourselves. I really gotta find a new job.

Been feeling lethargic over the past few days. The reason reared its ugly head when I started coughing earlier, as in phlegmy cough. I'd take a raging fever anyday, but not sore throat and a cough. Those things usually last more than a month for me, for some unfair reason.

The house's improving. It's still a tight squeeze everytime you walk around but still, maybe it's one of those things you get use to. Worse case scenario, find other places to crash instead of at home. That's gonna be tricky now that we're in Mandaluyong.

Still haven't found someone willing to swap schedules with me this Saturday. I really don't know how to break it to Allen that he's gonna babysit the troop on his own. lol. But seriously, everyday there's gonna be something that's gonna remind me how sucky my job is.

For example, I just filed my unused VL's on a week that's completely useless to me. I just filed them for the sole reason of filing them, lest the cutoff time comes around and they go to waste. See, that's another idiotic policy here. They don't credit VL's. And they don't care if they have over 300 agents desperately fighting over 15 slots each day. I'm sure the devil who sits on the HR boss chair is laughing his fat ass off every day.

Ending with a bright side, day off's here at last. Dunno how I'm gonna enjoy it though.

What a fucking day. Will write about it later after work. Just came from a dota game and I have 5 hours of sleep before I go visit the school after many weeks of absence.